Here they are... taken Sunday 4/18/04. Sitting about approx 150lbs, bf unknown, because I don't want to know. I can't psychologically handle it. If I had to guess, I would say about 22%. My physical self-esteem is in the toilet, all the gains I have made in the last year seem to be gone - even though I know I should bounce back quickly.
Goals....to lose 12-15 lbs, and get bf down although I don't have a real bf goal. I'll know it when I hit it. Trying not to judge by numbers, more by a "look". I've been too caught up in the number game this year - it's taken it's toll on me mentally. Need a break from it. Just want to fit back into my clothes and not be so tubby.
To be honest, I don't know HOW to post for non-plat. If anyone else does, feel free to post larger. I'm not sure it is possible anymore.
Ugh, although I AM my worst critic (isn't everyone?)....I think the pics speak for themselves. Tubby tubby tubby.
Eh, I've lost it before, I'll lose it again. At least this time it is only ~15lbs instead of over 30. And this time I have a REASON (was sick) and not just due to pure laziness! lol