Feel Ive missed out on my youth. Basicly played computer games til the age of 18, then I got into a relationship which lasted til 23, got cheated on. After just some months I got together with another girl, pretty good times but I lost contact with all my friends, spent almost all my time with the girl for several years. Didnt go out party, got totally pussified by her and now recently I got dumped, surprise surprise.
27 years old, only been with 2 girls, no friends left and almost completely alone aside from some family members. Recently lost my work aswell due to the companys economy going to shit, so Im back living with my mom and have done so for a month now.
Im at rock bottom, I have no friends to call, no old "flings", no job, very little money and I feel totally lost.
The only thing Ive got going for me I have pretty good facial aestetics and Ive been working my ass off in the gym for 9 years, so Im strong and I have a decent body/mass. But I feel the gains these days are almost none so I feel Im starting to lose the motivation for the gym aswell due to the very fact I almost dont get any gains out of it no more. The first 4 years were awesome, but these days It feels like I work out and workout but with very little returns in form of mass.
So basicly I need a total restart of my life, and I feel like Ive missed out so much. Ive been thinking of trying out a simple cycle for a while now, and maybe this would be a good point to try it out, like a thing to mentally "kick start" a new period of my life.
I havent done that much research, and whats holding me back from trying out test is Im afraid of fucking up my natural levels for life aswell as getting sterile. You knowledgeable people .. how big are the risks of that, given you do a cycle of .. I dont know, 250-500 test for 12 weeks?
Anyway, Im greatful for all help I can get at this moment.
Kim
27 years old, only been with 2 girls, no friends left and almost completely alone aside from some family members. Recently lost my work aswell due to the companys economy going to shit, so Im back living with my mom and have done so for a month now.
Im at rock bottom, I have no friends to call, no old "flings", no job, very little money and I feel totally lost.
The only thing Ive got going for me I have pretty good facial aestetics and Ive been working my ass off in the gym for 9 years, so Im strong and I have a decent body/mass. But I feel the gains these days are almost none so I feel Im starting to lose the motivation for the gym aswell due to the very fact I almost dont get any gains out of it no more. The first 4 years were awesome, but these days It feels like I work out and workout but with very little returns in form of mass.
So basicly I need a total restart of my life, and I feel like Ive missed out so much. Ive been thinking of trying out a simple cycle for a while now, and maybe this would be a good point to try it out, like a thing to mentally "kick start" a new period of my life.
I havent done that much research, and whats holding me back from trying out test is Im afraid of fucking up my natural levels for life aswell as getting sterile. You knowledgeable people .. how big are the risks of that, given you do a cycle of .. I dont know, 250-500 test for 12 weeks?
Anyway, Im greatful for all help I can get at this moment.
Kim