A true love/hate relationship. Love it when u have it/hate it when u don't. It reminds me of gullum(sp?) from lord of the rings. Felt just like that.......
Just nicotine for me. I am the type of person that could easily get adicted if I did drugs. I love getting drunk too but I never drink. I saw too many of my friends ruin their lives and die. I've never even smoked pot I am so afraid I would get out of control. I even limit my drinking to once or twice per year.
Good luck and I hope you find the light at the end of the tunnel.
i was on it for 8 months as pain medication, when I came off i never felt depressed. i can see how someone can get hooked on those little buggers. I wish i woulda saved a few for the future.
I had a lot prescribed for my broken thumb. I wish I had some stashed away - but it never works like that. You get itchy and then pop a couple to get high.
i used to be addicted to oxycotin , id eat about 10 80mg OC's a day , when i finally stopped takin them i was pukin for four days and i was having seizure like muscle spasms , fuckin terrible . it was like coming off heroin.