Okay, I was reading too much into it. By the way; Olive leaf extract is proving to be an amazing immunity booster.
Well, no doubt about it, you got a rotten break. I think it would be great if you used your experience to help others. You can be an advocate against the use of vet setroids. But sadly, you will have people arguing with you left and right. Nobody wants to believe their choices are bad ones. But if you have it in you, keep spreading the word. If you stop just one person from the fate you've experienced it's a great accomplishment -- as unheralded as it may seem. (as most acts of true greatness are.)
Don't give up bodybuilding though. It's the best thing you can do for your health. As a matter of fact, that was its intention a one time long ago. Ironic, isn't it?