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This girl and I started talking after I saw her pictures on one of the community websites. Keep in mind this was a local website (in Brooklyn, NY), and so it felt much less weird than if I was to go to large websites such as cupid.com or something. But I just wanted to vent.
I talked to this girl for 6 months. On the phone, and on the internet. We'd talk about everything.. feelings, friends, relationships, sex, our lives, gym, schoo, parents... it's like I knew her in real life. She would call me everyday, and I would call her everyday. We exchanged pictures, and I sent her all the pictures I have basically showing me in 360 degrees!
I had no one else at that time. And she basically became the person who would give me advice from woman side. Some of you guys/girls may ask, so why didn't you meet? Good question, she lived only 2 miles away from me. I didn't want to meet her because I didn't want things to change, I was very happy in my own ignorant little world.
And so one day, about 2 months ago, she called me at 3 am, telling me that she was going home. I told her to come over to my house.. finally i would see her.
I got into her bmw,... she was gorgeous.... we talked for 30 minutes, she promised to call me... one week later no call.... i called.. "what happened".... she says "i've been busy, ill call you soon". I called again another week later, she didn't pick up the phone. I called from private number, and she picked up.
I was so depressed that I spent so much of my own personal time basically pouring out my soul into that person... when she would breath out, i would breath in! We haven't talked since, she never called me and never emailed me. I got very depressed, i thought she didn't like the way i look, but she saw my pictures.. so i guess it wasn't that. She came out of abusive relationship, and it was a perfect opportunity to grab her. I was so pissed that she didnt even want to stay in touch, just be friends, i mean after so much time communicating, it would be a natural thing to do if she didnt like how i looked.
I got very depressed, i almost failed two of my finals because i got so lethargic, i wouldnt want to go out anywhere. I came out of it, but it still looms over me. One persons shouldnt screw you up like that, but she did. What do you people think
I talked to this girl for 6 months. On the phone, and on the internet. We'd talk about everything.. feelings, friends, relationships, sex, our lives, gym, schoo, parents... it's like I knew her in real life. She would call me everyday, and I would call her everyday. We exchanged pictures, and I sent her all the pictures I have basically showing me in 360 degrees!
I had no one else at that time. And she basically became the person who would give me advice from woman side. Some of you guys/girls may ask, so why didn't you meet? Good question, she lived only 2 miles away from me. I didn't want to meet her because I didn't want things to change, I was very happy in my own ignorant little world.
And so one day, about 2 months ago, she called me at 3 am, telling me that she was going home. I told her to come over to my house.. finally i would see her.
I got into her bmw,... she was gorgeous.... we talked for 30 minutes, she promised to call me... one week later no call.... i called.. "what happened".... she says "i've been busy, ill call you soon". I called again another week later, she didn't pick up the phone. I called from private number, and she picked up.
I was so depressed that I spent so much of my own personal time basically pouring out my soul into that person... when she would breath out, i would breath in! We haven't talked since, she never called me and never emailed me. I got very depressed, i thought she didn't like the way i look, but she saw my pictures.. so i guess it wasn't that. She came out of abusive relationship, and it was a perfect opportunity to grab her. I was so pissed that she didnt even want to stay in touch, just be friends, i mean after so much time communicating, it would be a natural thing to do if she didnt like how i looked.
I got very depressed, i almost failed two of my finals because i got so lethargic, i wouldnt want to go out anywhere. I came out of it, but it still looms over me. One persons shouldnt screw you up like that, but she did. What do you people think