i just dipped below 200 on an emtpy stomach this morning and am super depressed cause im still too fat for abs. i will probably never get abs because iv been fat my whole life and to attain my size goals without juice ill probably never be lean enough for it.
when i go to school i will be cutting still, eating clean and being sensible with my carbs. i am thinking of cruising a little, maybe slowly getting leaner, or slowly getting bigger, but trying to keep my weight around 200 as lean as i can, untill im old enough for juice. but who am i kidding, ill probably end up bulking up to 230 this year .
i will post 2 sets of pics. the ones i just took, which im about 203 after breakfast(which the lighting sucks in for some reason), and your choice out of 2.
choice #1- Beginning of summer pics where im even fatter for comparison of of beginning of summer to end of summer
CHoice #2- exactly one summer ago. last summer. around 175-180 around the similar bf (but maybe 1-2% lower). to me i look the same size even though im a good 20 pounds heavier.
vote, first choice to 10 will be posted along with todays pictures.
PS: feel free to make fun of me as much or as little as you want. as much shit as i give some people here, i definately deserve it.
when i go to school i will be cutting still, eating clean and being sensible with my carbs. i am thinking of cruising a little, maybe slowly getting leaner, or slowly getting bigger, but trying to keep my weight around 200 as lean as i can, untill im old enough for juice. but who am i kidding, ill probably end up bulking up to 230 this year .
i will post 2 sets of pics. the ones i just took, which im about 203 after breakfast(which the lighting sucks in for some reason), and your choice out of 2.
choice #1- Beginning of summer pics where im even fatter for comparison of of beginning of summer to end of summer
CHoice #2- exactly one summer ago. last summer. around 175-180 around the similar bf (but maybe 1-2% lower). to me i look the same size even though im a good 20 pounds heavier.
vote, first choice to 10 will be posted along with todays pictures.
PS: feel free to make fun of me as much or as little as you want. as much shit as i give some people here, i definately deserve it.