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^^^ just looked up your old posts and saw a pic of you. as I suspected you are just 18. to be quite honest you look pretty good for an 18 year old, not sure why you are so hard on yourself.
you have years ahead of you. keep working at it. once you get into your mid to late 20's you will start making better progress. you are in too much of a rush, everyone on here was way smaller and weaker at 18 than we are now. I was in the 120's when i was your age but I had some solid lean muscle being a powerlifter and built a nice base over those years. now I am 180+ at just 5 6. so you need to be a lil patient. let your body develop and good things will happen.
its definately easier for me to put on mass and gain strength now in my 30's than it was back then.
you have years ahead of you. keep working at it. once you get into your mid to late 20's you will start making better progress. you are in too much of a rush, everyone on here was way smaller and weaker at 18 than we are now. I was in the 120's when i was your age but I had some solid lean muscle being a powerlifter and built a nice base over those years. now I am 180+ at just 5 6. so you need to be a lil patient. let your body develop and good things will happen.
its definately easier for me to put on mass and gain strength now in my 30's than it was back then.
