All I can say is I have been there my self. I am my worst critic. I never thought I would have the guts to get up on stage, especially after an injury. I always thought I was too small. Well let me tell you, hard work pays off and there are a lot of guys smaller than you out there. If you want to do a show, but are afraid, do it anyway, you will get the bug after your first one. My legs are now in a growing stage waiting for the next show, which I am setting my goals to win. I was even told by two of the judges that if my legs were up to par I would have won that night. So watch out world, and bouncer, because Latamier is on your tail. HAHA.