you are not ready yet. give yourself a good amount of years before you even touch the stuff. seems to me like your a complete rookie in every sense. do your research on natural methods first. train hard and eat alot and wait a few years. then do some research on anabolics. seriously bro, listen to me and the other guys, your not ready yet. i know how young people think cuz being 21 i know how it was in h.s. everyone saying that steroids were bad but u think most kids and athletes cared? not at all. i didnt start until i was 20 and ive been training since i was 12. it was hard staying away from it in h.s. especially when alot of your friends did it. i know its tempting but you will thank us for it in the future.