I remember a miracle God did for me when I was 11. I had lost my first basemen's mit that took me forever to talk my dad into buying one day. I was so down and upset that I prayed very hard to God to please bring it back. I did this with complete faith as a child that he would btw. The next morning I woke up and felt led to open the front door and it was on the porch. I have never doubted existence of God. He will be there for you if you "TRULY" want to find him.