my goal is to be about uh 210? maybe 220 with 10% bf or less... i have tried everything...... ive been working out for about 6 years, i am 22 now, before i moved to phoenix (about 3 years ago) i had no gains due to my horrible eating habbit i finaly fixed. so ive been working out 'correctly' for about 3 years now. when i moved here i was 6'3 185 (yes i was fat) i had love handles a belly and bitch tits. I got so frustrated i decided to just stop eating and do cardio more or less and lost 30 lbs (to 150, yes i kno this is rediculously underweight - thats how serious i was about gettin rid of my bitch tits, belly, and love handles) but alas, they stil remained, but a bit more toned down then before therefore i began to bulk to avoid risk of being commited to a mental hospital for anerexia. so about the past year and a half i gained about 40 lbs, got up to around 193 then started to get carpal tunnel so i laid off lifting so i decided to start cutting again to attempt, once again to get rid of my deformations on my body which were getting out of control again. for about 3 weeks now ive been doing 40 minutes of cardio and doing light lifting (2-3 times a week) to attempt to keep my muscles from fading like they love to do. instead of eating next to nothing like before i eat around 2k calories a day and just do more cardio to make up for it. my arms were 15 3/4" and now are under 15" once again i am losing muscle faster then i am losing fat... i tried to lift hard today and i had lost a rediculous amount of strength, i dont kno what to do? could it be too much estrogen? am i doing something wrong? i take gluatmine multivitamins and fish oil and drink a protien shake after my workout - a typical meal i would eat a day would be what i ate today: 1 whole egg 2 eggwhites scrambled and a bowl of oatmeal, protien shake post workout, tuna helper (not the whole box), then before bed i will eat a soup type thing i made w/ boiled chicken breasts black eyed peas and potatos....... please.. some one tell me what is wrong with me i cant take it anymore