I'm wound tighter than a drum. The whole world seems sit directly on my shoulders with work/family/health/finances,
That's me to the tee the past few months.
I've been in boarderline full blown anxiety attack mode here lately. I had my DOT physical this past week and my BP was 166/88. WTF??? I'm not on cycle or any stimulants.
I have a Drs appointment next week to see what the fuck is wrong me. I've been healthy all my life and now it's like my shit is going downhill.
My sleep is rather shitty too. When I finally fall asleep I'm out, but many nights my mind races and I just lay there worrying about shit that doesn't matter even though im exhausted.
I see a beta blocker, xannie, ambien combo in my near future. I generally hate meds, but I might not have a choice. The panic/helpless feeling is unlike anything I've ever experienced and it has really scared the shit out of me.