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pitbullstl said:
what in the sam hill is wrong with this dude?????
He thinks hes funny.
Damn, just saw a guy kill himself
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He thinks hes funny.
It wasn't my cooking that is for sure.
He was a great guy, had a lot going for him and the world at his feet..... but he just built our friendship up into something it wasn't.
When I left for the summer to spend it in Manhattan with the man that I ended up wasting 5 years of my life with, he just lost it. He called and told me that he was going to do it, but I just blew it off him being drunk and as an attention getting ploy. It wasn't until later I found that he really did do it.
It really affected me badly. Because I felt very guilty and like it was my fault. I felt like I did everything but pour it down his throat. Sad thing, was he was the very first person to tell me that my ex was a horrible person. 5 years later, I realized that everything he (and my family and friends) had been saying was true. I should have taken his advice and never gone to NYC... I would have been much happier in the long run. Of course, it took five years to get away from my ex because he tried the same stunt every time I broke up with him. The tearful phone calls, the "I can't live without you", the statments of hurting himself, etc... If I had not such a guilt complexion at that time, I would have gotten out sooner. At the end though... I was morbidly hoping this man was honestly going to hurt himself.. because if he didn't, I was. Of course, he lied. Like he did the entire 5 years I knew him.
He was a great guy, had a lot going for him and the world at his feet..... but he just built our friendship up into something it wasn't.
When I left for the summer to spend it in Manhattan with the man that I ended up wasting 5 years of my life with, he just lost it. He called and told me that he was going to do it, but I just blew it off him being drunk and as an attention getting ploy. It wasn't until later I found that he really did do it.
It really affected me badly. Because I felt very guilty and like it was my fault. I felt like I did everything but pour it down his throat. Sad thing, was he was the very first person to tell me that my ex was a horrible person. 5 years later, I realized that everything he (and my family and friends) had been saying was true. I should have taken his advice and never gone to NYC... I would have been much happier in the long run. Of course, it took five years to get away from my ex because he tried the same stunt every time I broke up with him. The tearful phone calls, the "I can't live without you", the statments of hurting himself, etc... If I had not such a guilt complexion at that time, I would have gotten out sooner. At the end though... I was morbidly hoping this man was honestly going to hurt himself.. because if he didn't, I was. Of course, he lied. Like he did the entire 5 years I knew him.
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AAP said:
All I can say is Im moved. I can see why you would have a hard time getting over that, theres so many things you can question and regret. But it only looks like that in hindsight, you cant blame yourself for not knowing then what seems obvious now. Thanks for the insight.
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AAP said:
I am a wadchugging fuck nut....I hope everyone on this board hates me, I surely deserve it...
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According to the rumor mill the guy had major drug problems and possibly had HIV. Of course those are only rumors.
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Fast Twitch Fiber said:
Well you know it turns out over 90% of rumours turn out to be true.
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kingjohn said:
WHAT IF YOU REALLY LIKED IT AND THE GUY WAS REAL NICE?
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