Here is my situation and progress over the years in benching, I just turned 18 and graduated from highschool, and had never taken steroids or even creatine until 2 weeks ago. I started lifting hard in 8th grade, and by the end of the freshman year I maxed out at 255, weighing 220 pounds. I got much more serious about lifting my sophomore, and put up 340 weighing 235 pounds. I had always been fat, but my junior year I decided to take a year off of playing football and get into shape, so i trimmed down to 190 and was obsessed with lifting. I changed my grip from narrow to wide and my max was 420 by the end of the year. I gained about 10 pounds of muscle and played football my senior year, I was weaker during the season because I couldn't lift as much, but in the 34weeks after it I got my benchpress max up to 455, and weighed about 215, while staying lean. I normally only did football and track, but the wrestling coach begged me to come out my a few weeks in to the season my senior year. I got more ripped and down to 205, but was always too tired to lift.
This is where the problem began....after wrestling season I hit the weights hard, but I couldn't bench for shit. It always seemed like something was wrong, either my grip or I just never had any power, regardless of my preparation. All of my other lifts have went up significantly, even my decline skyrocketed, which makes no sense,but for some reason just my bench has not recovered since. In the summer now it is starting to go up again. I am even better at repping, but when it comes to going 4 reps or under my bench is still not where it used to be. After getting so much stronger every year I don't know how I could suddenly not get any stronger benchwise.
Because of the frustration I gave up, and finally decided to roid, hoping that roiding for a month would at least bring my bench to where it used to be. All I could get is Depo testosterone, so I took 400mg the last 2 weeks, but so far not much has happened at all, in appearance or strength. I always imagined that I would feel so powerful and everything would be perfect if I ever took steroids, but so far nothing has happened at all. Why? Most people say that they always immeadiately feel great when on a cycle, so what is wrong with me? Should i expect a big burst in the next couple weeks or what? I would appreciate any advice, thank you.
This is where the problem began....after wrestling season I hit the weights hard, but I couldn't bench for shit. It always seemed like something was wrong, either my grip or I just never had any power, regardless of my preparation. All of my other lifts have went up significantly, even my decline skyrocketed, which makes no sense,but for some reason just my bench has not recovered since. In the summer now it is starting to go up again. I am even better at repping, but when it comes to going 4 reps or under my bench is still not where it used to be. After getting so much stronger every year I don't know how I could suddenly not get any stronger benchwise.
Because of the frustration I gave up, and finally decided to roid, hoping that roiding for a month would at least bring my bench to where it used to be. All I could get is Depo testosterone, so I took 400mg the last 2 weeks, but so far not much has happened at all, in appearance or strength. I always imagined that I would feel so powerful and everything would be perfect if I ever took steroids, but so far nothing has happened at all. Why? Most people say that they always immeadiately feel great when on a cycle, so what is wrong with me? Should i expect a big burst in the next couple weeks or what? I would appreciate any advice, thank you.