BigCracker
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kbrkbr said:Gotta' start attending meetings right away. Don't even think you can do this by yourself.
This is a myth. Do you know what the success rate is for addicts that go through a program like AA or NA??? It's about 5%. The success rate for addicts that quit on their own? It's 5% as well. Although I do think having someone to confide in and help you through WD's would be beneficial.
I actually joined EF as a part of conquering my 5yr daily nubain habit(mainline painkiller similar to morphine). I didn't quit by choice. My dealer just encountered some problems right before I was supposed to score so I was forced to quit cold turkey. How did I deal with it? The 1st 24 hrs clean wasn't so bad-butat the 24 hr mark I was tired, constipated, nauseous, and seriously considering a road trip to mexico to score on my own. Thank God I felt too shitty to make the 5 hr drive. I felt like clenching my fists and flexing all of my muscles I was in so much pain. I also couldn't sleep no matter how tired that I was. I smoked a lot of weed for the anxiety-it seemed to help, but not much. After about 3 days of absolute hell, I started feeling a little better. I made myself go to the gym. My workouts were shit-but I felt slightly better afterwards which made it worth the trip. I still couldn't sleep more than an hour or so a night. I would take 2-3 showers throughout the night to try to relax myself, but it only helped a little. After about 3 weeks of this I started sleeping a few hrs at a time and feeling much better overall. I still had to keep myself busy posting on EF, going fishing, and riding my motorcycle to keep from thinking about how bad I was jonesin'. After another week I seemed to feel normal-but the thought of shooting up still entered my mind 5-6 times a day. After about 3 months clean I still thought of shooting up-but only once a day or so. After about a yr I started realizing just how fucked up I was-I hear it takes that long for your brain chemistry to return to normal. Anyway, it's been almost a yr and a half
I've been of nubain now. I've been offered it a few times but I couldn't do it. The 3 days of withdrawals was incentive enough to say no-but the month of sleepless nights that followed is really what scared me into never wanting to use it again.
Good luck bro-you're about to test your manhood. Smoke weed, stay busy, and stay away from other users that don't have what it takes to kick.