Love church. Just got to find the one that suites you. Some churches are messed up... Some churches are amazing.
Ive bounced back in fourth through studying different religions, and for me PERSONALLY, Jesus is who I follow.
I do enjoy the fellowship among the members within the church I attend. They have done a great job showing love to me when I was going through tough times. When I had melanoma, they were there for me. Great to be in a body of people who see the bigger picture.