wife left and I dont want to go off-

[Creole]

I have been on a 16 week cycle of anavar - test (cyp) and eq- it was my first and not my last- I blew up and gained about 20 lbs while leaving allot of fat behind. The problem is that my wife left me (not the gear- somthing else entirely) about 5 weeks into the cycle. At the time I thought I was handling it pretty well, but I am on week 16 and I have been tapering off my gear in preperation for clomid therapy. My last shot is supposed to be today. And maybe it is my imagination - but I am one insecure whiny bitch allready. My family members are prone to depression and I have seen a crapload of posts lately on clomid induced depression. I am almost ready to say screw it and just continue my cycle till more time has passed. Maybe the divorce will not hurt as bad then - I dunno - But I want my nuts back at some point and I want to be able to handle being off. So - anyone got any ideas on how to fight that end of cycle depression? I do not want to end up behind the woodshed with a shotgun stuck in my mouth-

 

[Lguy00]

yeh i'm no expert but try to get a few anti-depression perscriptions you can get alot of that shit online. good luck

 

[ragin']

I do not want to end up behind the woodshed with a shotgun stuck in my mouth- [/B][/QUOTE]

none of us want to see you do that, bro. i dont care what it is...... nothing is that bad. time heals; patience is a virtue. keep your ass in the gym and take it day by day. i cant say i know what you're going through but i have an idea. get yourself to a doc and get a depression script. like iceman11111 said, get yourself a good fuck or two.... you'll get through it. let me know how you are, bro.... i'll start wondering if i dont see any posts from Creole.

hang in there,
ragin'

 

[XXXL]

find a girl. this will help. i don't mean this in a "i'm a pig" kind of way. i'm just saying that finding another woman helps ease the transition.

i hear this somewhere "relationships after bad breakups arn't meant for love, they are ment for healing" it was from some really stupid book (i think) but the words are true.

i'm never been through a divorce, but i know i've always felt better when i had someone else to fall back on when spliting up with someone.

the worst is when the women start to cry and make you feel like shit. like you're some sort of snake in the grass. . . ohh i hate that

 

[Suspension]

The healthiest way to deal w/ this problem is to realize your wife is gone, get over it, then get another girl.

Finding some whore to fuck is only a temporary solution to a problem that needs to be dealt w/ by yourself.

 

[SofaGeorge]

Bro, do not rule out PROFESSIONAL help. Go see your doctor, tell him you have been juicing and using clomid... he may want to run a short course of anti-depressants for you... or recommend different meds. Doctors are cool.

 

[rickw]

I agree with iceman go get some strippers. I'm on clomid now and have no sides.

 

[pittbull2]

Dr bro creole ,Take a deap breath and chill, first of all I'm on my 3rd marraige and I have totally forgotten the 2 others like there not on this planet and you will too another fine babe and some time and you will be good to go, another thing DON"T EVER THINK shotgun again thats for losers and YOU ARE NOT A LOSER BRO, My professional opinion since I have had 3 marriages Stay in the gym be consistent as possible and when you leave get dress up bro and you will find you a new woman I did everytime, and every time my X saw me I was better built and bigger and with women even some of her best friends ha ha it blew there minds ONE MONKEY DON"T STOP NO SHOW ,Keep living and getting better you will be HAPPY AGAIN and if you ever need to talk email me anytime. Pittbull2

 

[Polfa/Jelfa]

Hang in there bro.... its gona be ok...

 

[TAURUS1977]

Good luck bro!