Hey bro, we all get like this. We all fear that if we don't have a certain something, we have nothing. Don't let a possible 30lb losss get to you. I know that might seem insane to say, but you will gain it back. Keep your head up man. And if worse comes to worse, go back into your garage like a freaking madman. Our sport is a continuous struggle, B. And finally, dude, don't say you'd have nothing, and that you won't feel important. You're important to all of us here man. You're a huge inspiration, one of nicest people like ever, and you're a great friend to a lot of us.