At first it was good, then it turned into this I have to satisfy myself while he kicks back type of thing, and lately I don't even bother finishing.
Is more than once a week is too much to ask?
Thing is, I feel like I have to schedule a fucking appointment. And I'm tired of being the one to initiate. I get turned down a couple of times a week.
In every other area, he is perfect, but I've never thought there was enough sex. Now that I let myself love him this crap is getting really hurtful.