Squatinator
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In this thread i want people to share their choice, how and why they took that decission. I think this really can be a good thread for everyone, especially for people who are in the time of taking the decission for the routes they want to go.
I can share my store to kick off this thread. When i was 17-18 i was going through some deep thinking about the subject. I did some research and at the time i came across some reading that probably was bullshit that did not take in factors such as dosing and other lifestyle issues that was not good for the health and I did not want to be buried at the age of 35 as it seemed to me at that time that "many" of the users did. I also read alot of places that either way one should wait until you are at the age of 25. So I made a decission that i wouldnt bother it anymore. I had some minor ethical issues with it aswell, but the health concerns at the time was by far the main cause of my decission at that time.
It has now been five years since that and i have managed my way up to a 240kg squat - 170kg bench and a 300kg deadlift natural. I have done some thinking now and i have questioned myself; What do I want to look back at when I am old? Do i want to be the best of the drugfree athletes (that doesn't get much attention in these days) or do i want to be the best, period? When i am watching videos at youtube or similar i get much more entertained by watching bigger-than-life giants doing incredible feats of strength that you just don't have enough time in life to reach natural to achieve. Rather than great performances done by drugree athletes, i am not saying that i dont get entertained by it, but not as much as i am by the freaks.
After researching a little bit more i have realised that there is a safe way of doing steroids, so that puts my earlier health concern a bit on the side. I am not saying that i will do them, and i am not saying the opposite either, i am just putting questions to them again after a 5years period without even consider it a option.
What is your story?
I can share my store to kick off this thread. When i was 17-18 i was going through some deep thinking about the subject. I did some research and at the time i came across some reading that probably was bullshit that did not take in factors such as dosing and other lifestyle issues that was not good for the health and I did not want to be buried at the age of 35 as it seemed to me at that time that "many" of the users did. I also read alot of places that either way one should wait until you are at the age of 25. So I made a decission that i wouldnt bother it anymore. I had some minor ethical issues with it aswell, but the health concerns at the time was by far the main cause of my decission at that time.
It has now been five years since that and i have managed my way up to a 240kg squat - 170kg bench and a 300kg deadlift natural. I have done some thinking now and i have questioned myself; What do I want to look back at when I am old? Do i want to be the best of the drugfree athletes (that doesn't get much attention in these days) or do i want to be the best, period? When i am watching videos at youtube or similar i get much more entertained by watching bigger-than-life giants doing incredible feats of strength that you just don't have enough time in life to reach natural to achieve. Rather than great performances done by drugree athletes, i am not saying that i dont get entertained by it, but not as much as i am by the freaks.
After researching a little bit more i have realised that there is a safe way of doing steroids, so that puts my earlier health concern a bit on the side. I am not saying that i will do them, and i am not saying the opposite either, i am just putting questions to them again after a 5years period without even consider it a option.
What is your story?