I know EXACTLY how you feel B.....
It has been nearly 6 months since I have seen him and all I have to do is close my eyes and his aroma fills the room....I literally take him in with each breath. I feel his skin beneath my cheek. I hear his heart beating as I watch his chest rise and fall as he breathes....
His skin; the smell of his skin will not let me rest.... it leaves me restless as I can not escape it. Though I try with all my might.... I can't break free.