Dude, don't even try to deny it. I'm sure you're abusing grams of test a week, buckets of GH per week (I'm guessing around 20IU\day) and at least 30-40 IU of humalog and\or humulin R per day to look as 'hyooge' as you do. My only advice would be to get a tan cause you're a little pale bro.