I'm embarassed to cry I guess. I can talk about it, but I'm worried about doing it in public because I dont' want to have to explain to everyone why I'm doing it as I consider that private. After my grandmother died I started getting uncontrollable crying spells for a few days, and I'd worry that I'd be on the bus or in class and one would come on. It happened to me at kroger the day I got home from her funeral, I just started in the paper towel isle and couldn't stop so I had to go out back by the dumpster. Society sucks.