I HATE packing.
We still have to get rid of all my stuff back in Jersey. I finally gave ALL of my kids' clothing to them a few months back. I will have to sell their beds, linens, give them any toys that I got for them, pack up ALL of their trinkets, etc... I have been putting it off for months but I have finally accepted that my kids havent lived with me for over a year now and I need to just move on.
When we finally find a way to live together again, we will just buy new stuff. Or not...
We will be back there for 2 weeks and will have to sell/donate/throw nearly everything away....
It's ok though. I have a life with my husband. Someday we will be a family. For now I have to try really hard to move on so that when my girls can be with us they will come to a happy healthy home. "Stuff" is not important, but it is all I have from them and it is VERY difficult to let go of it.... but I will find a way.
You can do it too darlin. Dont think about the past. Think about how you've grown and been made stronger by this experience. You get a clean new start - NOTHING to tie you to negativity.