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I'm freaking out! Just got back from over-seas... No more PRIMORDIAL PERFORMANCE?
- Thread starter Windkun
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Very much appreciated, and the same goes to you my brother.
My large concern with getting back into bodybuilding and training is.. The medications i am on PTSD; Pain; etc
Listed below:
--60 2MG Xanax a month (45 prescribed on a regular dose; extra 15 for when panic occurs.)
--90 1 MG Klonopin a month (morn. afternoon. night; preventive attempt to stop anxiety / panic attacks)
--120 1 MG Ativan a month (1MG afternoon, 1MG Late evening, 2MG 1 hour before bed)
--60 XanaX Time Release Tablets 3MG (To be taken right before I lay down to have the 3MG slowly be consistant so I do not wake up in benzo withdrawal
, Then to be taken in the morning as well to keep it consistant despite the mix of 3 different Benzo's with a regular 2MG xanax and these triangle shaped 3MG...)--15 8MG Buprenorphine HCL (4MG once daily; Opiate for pain management, not to be confused with Buprenorphine with Naloxone; this is the version only prescribed to select few for long term pain management instead of Oxycodone or Fentanyl etc)
--180 Tramadol HCL (Synthetic Opiod that is used for days that I have break thru pain as it binds together with Buprenorphine)
--30 30MG Adderall Extended Release Capsules a month (once daily; I was never ADHD but they prescribed me these amphetamine salts to balance me out as when I came back I had the "Shell shock" "No motivation / concentration" thing
--30 20mg Adderall Instant Release Tablets (For after the XR capsules wear off)
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after typing that list out... I feel that I may get some weird stares at the monitor due to the doses and medications I am on, War is honest Hell. I act like it doesn't affect me to family, my Fiance, my brothers - but they know... how bad it gets for me...
That combination of medications... will it murder my lifts?
I do understand where your coming from bro as I'm a veteran myself(Army), and I'm a juice head as well. That's why I said give it time to train normally. The juice and those drugs don't mix at all. You need to get yourself together mentally before you mess with aas. I always used the gym as my escape from stress. I suggest you do the same and start working on ways to ween yourself off of those drugs. I feel that those drugs only make your problems worse. You need to find a way to resolve the issues your having. Talk to your family and loved ones so they can support you through this. they cant help you if they dont know whats going on. Trust me, steroids and performance enhancers are the last thing you want right now. They can make the problems you have worse and cause you to make irrational decisions. I don't want to turn the news on and here about a fellow veteran going on a shooting rampage or killing themselves. Be smart bro and take care of yourself.
Fishak
Pro Bodybuilder
I agree^^
While we were in country (05-07) half of my plt was juicing and when we came back the docs cram drugs down your throat. I have had 2 friends commit scuicide and many others are not adapting to the civillian world very well. Juice, war and pills is the correlation between them. Please, take it slow with all this stuff. Dont cycle till your off all the pills bro. dont worry about going to the gym and taking it slow. If anyone gawks or says a fuckin word to you just smile and move on. Kill it!
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