i hate crying

[Bikini Mod]

I laugh and cry with equal ease... I am extremely passionate (not manic) which I suppose is part of my charm. Though admittedly, there are times when I wish I could hide my true emotions better. This is who I am so I have learned to accept it.

Some might feel that to show emotion is a weakness. I don't look at it like that at all. I feel it makes me feel human and alive.

My mother was VERY stoic and I did not like that at all. She was loving when I was little, I even remember her laughing ONCE....

I am 40 years old now and have grown to love me and what I dont and can change, I try to, the rest I've learned to accept.

It makes my husband VERY UNHAPPY to see me cry. I wish it wouldn't.

 

[myway]

My eyes fill with tears if I get angry or frustrated but I laugh easily, too. It never takes long for people to know how I feel about things. My poker face SUX, lol.

 

[velvett]

Movies often make me sob - like in the Transformers when Bumblebee lost his legs - I balled.

I do remember the last time I cried, wailing into a towel hope no one hears you kind of cry I think I'm good for the next 10-15 year after that one.

Interesting oddity - crying triggers a migraine for me.

 

[Bikini Mod]

I learned after my first was born that crying actually helped me to let go of a lot of frustration - something about endorphines being released or something.

My God did that baby cry A LOT! I remember so many hours of holding her head close on my shoulder so she wouldn't get hurt and just rocking her while she was screaming in my ear crying to God and anyone else that wasn't listening, "Please baby! Please stop crying!"

Sometimes she would stop and sometimes she wouldn't but I ALWAYS felt better after I was done crying... gave me renewed strength to deal with the baby.

 

[babygirl84]

I am not one to cry easily.

Like not at all. lol

I do admit it makes me really uncomfortable to cry, I usually hold back the few times the urge comes on strong.

But after I cry it feels really good. I have some kind of emotional block on it and I wish i didn't. I even feel sometimes like I need to but can't.

Anyone else like that?