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I feel like shit right now

It's beyond that. He pleases me when he does it he just rarely does it. We had sex like 7 times from July to December of last year. He never expresses desire, touches me, seeks me out, he's not affectionate, which has lead to me feeling unattractive, unloved no confidence, etc

He's become mean, I talk to him and he won't even reply back. We decide to go out and he says where ever but when I suggested places he knocks them down but puts no options, then gets irritated.

He ruined my 30th birthday, he didn't plan anything and then got mad I didn't plan anything, he then pressured me to pick a place, when I finally picked a place he said not there because he doesn't like it (is it my bday or your fucking bday?)

In May we went to NYC together and he ruined it, he yelled at me at the top of the rock, he told me ground zero was "whatever" and told me to hurry up so we could leave, he ditched me and left me crying alone in the statue of liberty (that's when and where I decided I wanted out, I just was too much if a pussy/fool to so it before)

He's blamed our issues on me working too much but I work too much because I truly no longer enjoy his company, it's a vicious cycle.

There's much more of course, these are just examples within the last year.

Thats reason for divorce on its own.
 
Thats reason for divorce on its own.
he started with conspiracy theories and shit about the towers and war and oil, etc. I got so mad, I pointed to the names and reminded him that those people weren't "in" on anything and they were people's husbands, brothers, sons, fathers, etc. I was so repulsed.
 
Lol has anyone heard from beezy lately? Hope he didn't die of a heart attack.

And I don't even have a fb so y'all fuck off
 
Lol has anyone heard from beezy lately? Hope he didn't die of a heart attack.

And I don't even have a fb so y'all fuck off


I think he texted someone recently. Maybe plank or digi....
 
Apartment hunting is incredibly depressing, I can either stay in my current city in an apartment or move to the next city in a house... fuck, I'm hating this shit already.
 
Hahahahahahahaa
 
yay nan!!

I just realized I don't have proper clothing for going to a club lol. Shit I haven't done this in a decade! Bad enough I'm chubby and thirty next to the hot Miami twenty year olds. WTF do I even shop for that kind of thing? FML
 
I just realized I don't have proper clothing for going to a club lol. Shit I haven't done this in a decade! Bad enough I'm chubby and thirty next to the hot Miami twenty year olds. WTF do I even shop for that kind of thing? FML

I'd see what I could find online
 
I still have like 3 pairs of jeans i've never worn w/the tags still on them still in the bag on a shelf in my closet as well as some sport coats and shit that I bought and was too lazy to send back.
 
I knew you had to be bringing in all the money. Was he a drain on your finances?
Well once he leaves I'll be saving all sorts of money on various things, his gym membership, his car pmt, eating out all the time, buying shit, CC bills, etc
 
I'm not saying it's a lot, but it all adds up. I'm also going to be renting so I dont have to worry about, homeowners insurance, property taxes and a bunch of other shit, I'm not saying I'm a baller, I dont even make 50k with both damn jobs lololfailololol
 
Not that I have the moral authority or anything :sulk:
Though I am going on full blown throttle workout and clean eating for the trip, I only have 2 weeks but I'll make the best of it.
 
Working out. I haven't been to the gym in like a month :worried: but if I want to at least look mildly better for my Miami/Keys trip in 2 weeks I have to get my shit together.
 
Give it a shot. You've been here since 2009. Lets see how you look and let us help you get in shape and styled.

Lololol fuck I've been here 6 years and still didn't get in shape. I know how to get in shape. I just lack discipline, motivation and self control. Going back to the gym today though
 
LOL
I went through our office breakroom today and they had all sorts of cake, brownies and shit... I didn't have a damn thing, I should be able to commit to 2 damn weeks of healthy eating FFS. :mad:

Then again tomorrow they will have Krispy Kreme doughnuts in the breakroom... FML
 
Yes my room is a mess. Im in the guest bedroom and the closet is tiny. Im cleaning it as we speak
 
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