gotcha on the dose..sticking at 10 mg ed. Thanks for the advice. Sometimes I know better but still need that push.
And thanks gals and guys for the comments!
And i agree with the half squats or to a 90 degree angle to get used to it too. I have been doing that to break through my "fear" so to speak. But i have a good spotter, under the knees and under the arms in front of the chest, so all is good.
And btw excellent pump on the shoulders today!