Why is that bill? Because I'm not dwelling on war on a daily basis?
Shit has been happening since the dawn of time. You mean to tell me every man who has ever been in a war and doesn't come out the other side as a broken, sorrowful soul full of regret, has issues?
I didn't say it didn't change me. Hell, how could it not? I killed my first person, a full grown man who probably had a family, when I was an 18 year old kid.
But I realized that day that I could have been the one who got smeared in the dirt and never breathed again. THAT is war. Kill or be killed, it isn't a pretty thing, and it's not always glory an valor like hollywood would have you believe. Shit happens.
Then you move on and live your life.