I've met this girl online, and she's a Christian like me, a virgin like myself (and 27 and gorgeous which makes it all the more remarkable) and she is fun to talk to.
We hungout once, and she has a great sense of humor and is pretty laid back and I really like her. She is absolutely gorgeous too (i think i already said that). its rare that a woman as pretty as her wants to hangout with me.
She tells me about all these men online that want to date her, and how shes not looking for a relationship and wants friends, but if a relationship comes along then great.
But everytime she tells me about these guys that she hangs out with sometimes, it really stings and makes me feel bad they get to have her.
Last night she told me that a guy kissed her, that she didnt want to kiss him, but he put it on her, so she kissed him back for a few minutes. When she said a few minutes, i immediately thought she must have wanted to kiss him to a degree.
But when she told me that a guy kissed her, it hurt me really bad. I can't think straight the last couple days.
I want to tell her how i feel but i dont want to scare her off?
I also dont want to be in pain anymore.
what do i do? i know its sad that i get attached to women this easily, but the pain is still there. sometimes i wonder if i will ever be able to date women easily, with a fickle and jealous heart like mine.