chazk
New member
I was a nerd a very shy skinny 130lb 5'5 nerd with acne and bad skin.I was sure not to show up on picture day and did not have my face in any year books.I did not want to be remebered.Every morning I would wake up and look in the mirror and wish I was someone else .I had only 2 friends and they were just as nerdy as me.It took me years before I was comfortable in my own skin.
The only thing I wish I could change would have been to change myself, I would have talked to people,played sports and lifted weights at age 16 and asked out nicole jerez to the prom .looking back at it she was hinting around to me that she wanted to go and had no one to go with but i was to shy and afraid of rejection so i didnt ask and just assumed everyone would say no anyways.
but onto the good
I hit a growth spurt after school not a huge one but from age 18-19 i grew 3 inches to be 5'8 then at age 19 I started lifting by age 23 I was upto 215lbs with a 32 inch waiste I was obsessed .So in those 6 years I packed on 85lbs and grew three inches.It really helped with my self esteem and turned me in to a manwhore so most of my mid twenties I was a freak getting all the action i missed back in high school.
The only thing I wish I could change would have been to change myself, I would have talked to people,played sports and lifted weights at age 16 and asked out nicole jerez to the prom .looking back at it she was hinting around to me that she wanted to go and had no one to go with but i was to shy and afraid of rejection so i didnt ask and just assumed everyone would say no anyways.
but onto the good
I hit a growth spurt after school not a huge one but from age 18-19 i grew 3 inches to be 5'8 then at age 19 I started lifting by age 23 I was upto 215lbs with a 32 inch waiste I was obsessed .So in those 6 years I packed on 85lbs and grew three inches.It really helped with my self esteem and turned me in to a manwhore so most of my mid twenties I was a freak getting all the action i missed back in high school.