Thanks everyone for your kind words and prayers. As it stands right now, my mom is on full life support with a significant amount of brain damage. Her chances of survival or slim to none. My family and I are figuring out now when to pull the plug. It hurts sooooooooo much, but I'm trying my hardest not to break down. My eating has been so screwy, but I yearn to get back into the gym and try for some normalcy. I'm eating the wrong foods, and I'm not eating nearly enough. I'll be so happy when other certain aspects of my life return back to normal. It won't be the same without my mom, but I gotta keep living, she would've wanted that.
Necia