Sorry about your fucked up relationship dude, but seriously-YOU NEED A WOMAN!!! god, i still dont understand the attraction gays feel. Women are so soft, sensual, smell good, feel good(especially inside!!) I mean, my last girlfriend, her voice was so perrrfect, i felt like I was melting inside when she spoke. AHHH, memories......Anyway, get out there and get some hos!!! And forget about this little bi experience-next girls you fuck, youll forget all about it