Mustard, you'd be surprised where to find it.
My next door neighbor is a judge and well.. He indulges from time to time and down the block from me is a Doctor who also indulges. If you saw my neighborhood you'd never think that these people would be in their homes doing ecstasy from time to time...
But putting Ecstasy aside, what you really might want to try is endorphines or some type of sexual enhancement. Gingsen kinda works and I know theres this new drink out I think it's available in GNC or the Vitamin Shoppe, cant remember the exact name of it, but its a blue small bottle and the name is similar to viagra, and its for women to enhance sex drive and increase pleasure. I'm going to get supplements this weekend so Ill see what I can come up with for you.
Natty... Oh I love toys and foursomes and threesomes very very much... They're the best!!! Geez my toys got lots of use these past three days between me and my playmate. My boyfriend hasn't been in the mood for two weeks
About the Ecstasy, after an assignment for a sociology course i had I decided that it was safe enough to try Ecstasy. I had to write a 50 page term paper about the effects of Ecstasy on Society. Therefore I did my research on it and I know how to use in a manner to minimalize any harm that i could possibly do to my body.
Many people don't bother to take the time and do the research. There are actually therapists in the United States using Ecstasy to treat their patients, albeit illegally; including married couples with relationship and sexual problems. That's why I suggested it to Mustard.
And Paradise... sounds great!!! Giving head is wonderful I love doing it to my boyfriend, drives him wild... There's a trick though, don't know if you know it or not, but many people don't... When you're giving head and you have your hand wrapped around the base take your thumb and right where the balls meet the base when he gets close and is about to cum put pressure right there. The exact spot is a little tricky to find takes some practice, but if you get it right he can have a 5 minute or more orgasm. All you do is put the pressure there and then slowly as he's coming release some pressure here and there so the cum slowly leaks out while you're still giving head. He LOVES IT!!! You're man will too.