This is one of those times when I feel like all this shit I do - 24/7 just doesn't amount to CRAP.
I've come a long way from where I was less than a year ago - but (and this is hard for me to admit) - but I'm having one of those moments (right before my 2nd cardio session of the day) - where I just want to pack it in say "FUCKIT"
The bodyfat is SLOWLY dropping - like a snail, but I my fat-ass waist is 2in wider than it was 2 weeks ago............
I knew that none of this was ever going to be easy - but it is SO much harder this time, than it ever was when I was younger.
Why do we do this?
Why can't we accept being "like everyone else"?
Why am I being such a pussy?
How the hell am I going to get down to <8% bodyfat if I can even get to solid 15!!
Gut check time - cause no drug in the world can help me do what I need to do now.
fuck...............
I've come a long way from where I was less than a year ago - but (and this is hard for me to admit) - but I'm having one of those moments (right before my 2nd cardio session of the day) - where I just want to pack it in say "FUCKIT"
The bodyfat is SLOWLY dropping - like a snail, but I my fat-ass waist is 2in wider than it was 2 weeks ago............
I knew that none of this was ever going to be easy - but it is SO much harder this time, than it ever was when I was younger.
Why do we do this?
Why can't we accept being "like everyone else"?
Why am I being such a pussy?
How the hell am I going to get down to <8% bodyfat if I can even get to solid 15!!
Gut check time - cause no drug in the world can help me do what I need to do now.
fuck...............
