did lambruh relapse? he's been way too quiet.

[puddlemonkey]

i'm here, sup

good call, I actually did lapse and went on a two week bender of opana's (no IV), then checked myself back in a outpatient program. Doing very good again, staying busy though right now

Doc said he wanted to run me on Suboxone for a year, I said not happening

1. It's $500 a month of subox w/o RX insurance (i only have med)
2. I don't need to jump on a synthetic op/op-blocker for a year simply over a quick relapse

so... i'm going to out patient meetings 5 times a week 3hrs a day after work. I got a job back being a mortgage consult =/

I'm getting fat to

it happens, nice work getting back on track. should be manageable without the 'oxone, especially since you know what to expect the second time around. you can't let yourself get fat though, being ugly is handicap enough.

 

[puddlemonkey]

ugly people need not apply

http://www.elitefitness.com/forum/c...t-thing-girl-does-when-shes-alone-752479.html




pics on page... fuck, I don;t remember.

 

[nimbus]

pudd you are a fuckin evil genius

 

[Lambruh]

lol @ a 2002 Ericson Flip phone

 

[mrplunkey]

i'm here, sup

good call, I actually did lapse and went on a two week bender of opana's (no IV), then checked myself back in a outpatient program. Doing very good again, staying busy though right now

Doc said he wanted to run me on Suboxone for a year, I said not happening

1. It's $500 a month of subox w/o RX insurance (i only have med)
2. I don't need to jump on a synthetic op/op-blocker for a year simply over a quick relapse

so... i'm going to out patient meetings 5 times a week 3hrs a day after work. I got a job back being a mortgage consult =/

I'm getting fat to

Sorry to hear about the mini-relapse, but it's great to hear you are back on track.

One of my best friends and former lifting partners got completely torn-up over oxys. It destroyed several years of his life and almost killed him.

Now he's starting medical school in two weeks. It was incredibly hard for him to get back on track (harder than I can imagine), but it can be done!

 

[lartinos]

What do you think triggered this recent relapse Lambruh? I never took more than 3 -5 vikes in a day back in the day, but when I was depressed after a break-up I was drinking with them many months (2-3 a days a week) because it eased my fucked up sad thoughts. Never again though, and strange thing about me is that if I drink a lot the next day my hand shakes but the idea of drinking than repulses me. Even if I take one vicodin the next day I start to sweat out of nowhere, but once again the last thing on my mind is taking more at that time. I like a thermogenic type feeling in a way.
So to start using you must have been triggered by something I guess,and I know you said you were drinking so you were probably around people who had some too. You still drinking?

 

[binö]

cheers bro, i recently quit blazing weed so i kinda know what you are going thru, on a much smaller scale

 

[smurf2]

cheers bro, i recently quit blazing weed so i kinda know what you are going thru, on a much smaller scale

weed isn't addictive. that's what the pot foggers told me.

 

[Lambruh]

I'm not drinking now, I never really was or have been a drinker. 2-4 drinks a night - 1-2 times per week at most. Ill prlly b drink free for some months.
My trigger was I got a hold of a jar of opanas (oxymorphone) for free and I couldn't turn it down.. after they ran out I started buyin some OPs, then reality hit me and I checked in before I started intra-v again. I got cocky n thought I could control, didn't happen.

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[mrplunkey]

weed isn't addictive. that's what the pot foggers told me.

I'm sure the wake-and-bakers can quit anytime!