well if we're going to go with this theme
dear dickhead,
you asked me once if I was willing to throw it all away, for you.
I told you that I wasn't. That was in part a lie. For me I would...I would do it in a second.
But for them I can not, not ever. I would be afraid to even toe that line because I wouldn't want to go back to the way it was after.
I hope you understand, but I also hope that you never totally move on, even though its selfish of me to feel that way.
signed,
assbasket