So on tuesday, when I got back from work I was feeling pretty shitty about the day ahead, instead of doing legs I did like a power cardio session to clear my head, it felt really good. I hopped up on that bitch for an hour and did 4.5 miles in that hour, which is reasonable in my opinion.
I also ended up doing something I've never done in MY ENTIRE life, I ran for eight solid minutes listening to Eulogy by tool, it was so motivating and I was just in some strange sort of disturbing hardcore cardio zone, it felt fucking wicked as shit.
Then on wednesday I took the day off from pretty much everything, as I drove ashli to the airport and said goodbye to someone I really love who I won't see for damn near 13 months unless I go to aussie land.
Thursday (today) I got back into it, using all my emotions about ash leaving and everything to my advantage just giving it everything I fucking could, working hard on the form and the timing and really feeling the muscles do the work, I do chest and tri's today. I put up as much weight as I could on the machine press for 7, I worked superhard on the incline db press too, putting up 55lbs seven times on my forth set, it felt great, I just told myself I could do it and I did it, it was a sloooow seven reps. then I hopped on the cable fly's and really tried everything in my power to squeeze my chest on every rep, ended up pulling 65lbs a side for seven, was really difficult, but I just wanted to push myself, and with the same kind of determination I really pushed myself on triceps aswell.
Also I did about 25 minutes of cardio, 5 before to warm myself and 20 after to really amp up my heartrate, I didn't run for eight minutes straight this time, but I pushed myself again and managed to get seven straight minutes of running in, fucking amazing to me, so motivated right now, so angry pissed off, sad, happy, just using all my emotions and thrusting them into my workouts to do everything I can to be the me, I know I'm going to be.
sidenote : I must have worked my back and biceps out pretty fucking good, because my back has beeeen killling me for a while now, I still find it sort of weird that I don't get that instant pain after the workout it seems to take about 14-16 hours or so.
anything that I'm missing Omega, numbers this and that the other thing?
I've never felt so motivated to succeed in my entire life.
how is my diet looking, it's become sort of a routine thing now, I also drink like 4-7 litres of water a day. no more fucking pop, never again!
I also ended up doing something I've never done in MY ENTIRE life, I ran for eight solid minutes listening to Eulogy by tool, it was so motivating and I was just in some strange sort of disturbing hardcore cardio zone, it felt fucking wicked as shit.
Then on wednesday I took the day off from pretty much everything, as I drove ashli to the airport and said goodbye to someone I really love who I won't see for damn near 13 months unless I go to aussie land.
Thursday (today) I got back into it, using all my emotions about ash leaving and everything to my advantage just giving it everything I fucking could, working hard on the form and the timing and really feeling the muscles do the work, I do chest and tri's today. I put up as much weight as I could on the machine press for 7, I worked superhard on the incline db press too, putting up 55lbs seven times on my forth set, it felt great, I just told myself I could do it and I did it, it was a sloooow seven reps. then I hopped on the cable fly's and really tried everything in my power to squeeze my chest on every rep, ended up pulling 65lbs a side for seven, was really difficult, but I just wanted to push myself, and with the same kind of determination I really pushed myself on triceps aswell.
Also I did about 25 minutes of cardio, 5 before to warm myself and 20 after to really amp up my heartrate, I didn't run for eight minutes straight this time, but I pushed myself again and managed to get seven straight minutes of running in, fucking amazing to me, so motivated right now, so angry pissed off, sad, happy, just using all my emotions and thrusting them into my workouts to do everything I can to be the me, I know I'm going to be.
sidenote : I must have worked my back and biceps out pretty fucking good, because my back has beeeen killling me for a while now, I still find it sort of weird that I don't get that instant pain after the workout it seems to take about 14-16 hours or so.
anything that I'm missing Omega, numbers this and that the other thing?
I've never felt so motivated to succeed in my entire life.
how is my diet looking, it's become sort of a routine thing now, I also drink like 4-7 litres of water a day. no more fucking pop, never again!