I could cut out my swim but I do have several issues going on here.sometimes I do cardio when I get tempted to go drinking - it relaxes me - I go for a run or swim to distract myself.
I have decided that due to all the issues going on (I have recently moved house twice in 2 months, have the remnants of exploded finances, an ex who is convinced I shopped him to the inland revenue & has threatened to arrange for my legs to be broken, and am fighting the drink temptation) I will put the contest thing on hold.this doesn't mean I will not do it, just that I need to limit the stress in my life. I couldn't sleep last night due to all the worry and have decided that i have to give myself a break here. The constant food prep/planning, worrying about getting supps/tanning lotion and free posing organised is just too much.
I am still going to keep fairly tight on my training & diet and see what happens.I may decide to do a comp later in the year but at the moment in order to keep my sanity I am going to chill out about it. I need to relax a little or I am going to lose it big time!