I get carried away with things, steroids included. While I did not take dosages higher then 750mg a week total compounds , ever. I wasn't paying for the juice and I loved everything about it. Having a never ending supply of goods made things very tempting - like a kid in a candy store id say. Anyway I'd take a two months off here and here and continue to cycle , not smart. Anyway my blood pressure was high for my age for a few months and I had been on for the better of two years, give or take a few months here and there. (PCT included) I said I need to chill with this and just came off with pct. I never fully recovered sex drive wasnt the same (damn homebrew tren is what it was!) , moody etc. (LOST ABOUT 25LBS OF MUSCLE OVER 6 MONTHS)So I went back on to allieviate the problems and keep my current gf. Anyway.. That ended in June(my girlfriend says) things havent been the same ever since.. I have had absolutely zero libido , sex drive, horrible depression etc.. I am living in Hawaii now and being from new england you'd think that was a godsend the weather , water etc.. Nope not when you feel as bad as I did. So I got tested and referred to an endo and now I am on HRT @ 150mg eow. I have been able to maintain a "good look" muscle etc( never stopped lifting/ eating ).. But no where near what I had. Anyway sorry for the long write up thats my story , damn adderall.
Edit: Because my girlfriend frequents this site, I wanna say publicly thank you for sticking by me when I havent been able to perform for months on end

true <3