string_bean00 said:
it just takes time and pain/patience. i used to have the worst calves on earth.
ps i love pot when im by myself. but hate being around others, they make me feel retarded
i used to feel the same way, but i think of it more as a game now. as long as my eyes arnt bloodshot to hell, i make it fun and try and do stuff without completely fucking up. but yeah, i will tend to try and avoid crowded places and take the long way around to avoid faggies.
but when you become sober its so much easier to talk to people an ddeal with shit for me, because your just like "wow this is so much easier to do sober than if i were high". its sort of like smoking all the time gives my soberness the feeling of not caring or worrying about shit like alchy sort of does.
but the best thing lately for me when high has been walking around neighborhoods with a few good friends late at night in the dark, smoke a blunt or a j, and get lost.
we walked for an hour and found these fucking huge houses. we also play rock paper scissors all the time, fucking fun as shit high. we rock paper scissored in teams of 2 to see which team had to go across the football feild lengthed front yard and knock on the peoples door. i lost twice. the first time i stepped into a giant fucking hole in the middle of the persons yard, it sucked.
fuck im excited, i hope we smoke tomorrow.
iv been trying to convince my friends to take the metro into DC while high at night and go to the momuments and walk around that neck of the woods