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solidspine
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I have had panic attacks for the last 30 years, and have been on medication for said attacks for the last 10 years.
Gear has never affected my panic attacks or increased my anxiety.
Good luck.
Gear has never affected my panic attacks or increased my anxiety.
Good luck.
MikeyLikesJuice
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i heard doctors putting people on xanax with paxil, thats just what I heard, works good.
thanks so much everyone
your all being a great help to me
its got to be a mind over matter thing to an extent
but i feel so hyper all the time (strange)
i am so tried normally now i am on edge alot
this paranoia scares me alot because i think shit whats gonna happen and stuff
i am so scared about eveything
i have blamed it on the as!!!!!
but i think what happened was this:
i have been doing 6weeks on 4weeks off cycles!
now i started with veramone (i had good results felt fine)
then i did another course with veramone but did not have the gains i wanted (i look back now and realised i was not eating properly and was thinking i was gonna grow anyway)
then i went on enathanate (this was a kick up the arse i felt much more confident and stuff gained another stone!)
then i went on a course of suston 250!!! i gained a whole stone and a half it was not all good bit of fat but hey you got to expact that sometimes!
but while my resting time 3weeks from my last short i was still growing and had water retention around my face, my mate said to me you still look like you are on the gear
i must tell you something about the time i come off!
the 4weeks off starts from my last shot so its like 3weeks off or even 2!
anyway i went back on the following week and i gained weight strait away, again eating like a horse
but all of a sudden i had tooth pain like never before
i was in so much pain and was taking pain killers etc
but one night i took too many and though what have i done and panic'd anyway that was my first panic!
but the next day i was fine all the panic went becasue iw as ok!
but the dentist also put me on antibiotics! i lost 2nights sleep with this tooth when i had it out i was ok so i stopped the antibiotics!!!
and the next day had another shot of sus (determined to get big) the same day i took 2pain killers because my gum was sore (AS SOON AS I TOOK THEM I HAD A BIT OF A PANIC ATTACK) it scared me!
then the day after i was on the phone to my mate when he said you are getting real paranoid scott, well as he said that i had a flush of anxeity and panic, my heart was going crasy! but i manged to calm down afetr about 30mins as i just got out the house and manged to distract my self
the next morning i woke up felt a bit of a tight chest and then i really freaked i thought i was dieing!
well i was so bad i was that bad i went to hospital where are was acting calm and i just asked to talk to a doctor
he put me on some tamzepan (spelling)
and that calmed me down
and from that till now i have been getting them
but! i took some st.johns wort i was in a great mood on this stuff so surprised the only problem was i could not sleep i was even more hyper! so i took 2 a day instaed of 3 but come early evening i would have such a downer in fact it was worse with the st.johns wort than without!
so i stopped taking it i felt like shit the next day
and so depressed (it had been 4weeks of this shit and it had just got to me real bad, and i thought i gotta stop thinking about this i am gonna get better!
that was 4days ago since then i have been 100x better
i have not had any anxeity attcks in 2days now
i feel much much better
my mate seems to think its the sus dropped out of me as it has been 4weeks since my last shot
as my size has also gone aswell lol
i am still getting the paranoia though and this stuff with my eyes it must be in my head though!
anyway i must tell you lot something about my eyes, my pupils are at the bottom of my eye they look like cats eyes but you cant really see it because they are so dark but i am extreamly senceitive to light since i was born!
so maybe its just brought it on a bit
but now i dont know what the future holds for me and AS
i am moving soon have got a job on the door, but that aint know good with me losing size like this
i feel shit about myself now!
will i ever be able took take AS again
i have some prop (testivet) here so that is in and out real quick!
thanks so much everyone your really helping ME!
your all being a great help to me
its got to be a mind over matter thing to an extent
but i feel so hyper all the time (strange)
i am so tried normally now i am on edge alot
this paranoia scares me alot because i think shit whats gonna happen and stuff
i am so scared about eveything
i have blamed it on the as!!!!!
but i think what happened was this:
i have been doing 6weeks on 4weeks off cycles!
now i started with veramone (i had good results felt fine)
then i did another course with veramone but did not have the gains i wanted (i look back now and realised i was not eating properly and was thinking i was gonna grow anyway)
then i went on enathanate (this was a kick up the arse i felt much more confident and stuff gained another stone!)
then i went on a course of suston 250!!! i gained a whole stone and a half it was not all good bit of fat but hey you got to expact that sometimes!
but while my resting time 3weeks from my last short i was still growing and had water retention around my face, my mate said to me you still look like you are on the gear
i must tell you something about the time i come off!
the 4weeks off starts from my last shot so its like 3weeks off or even 2!
anyway i went back on the following week and i gained weight strait away, again eating like a horse
but all of a sudden i had tooth pain like never before
i was in so much pain and was taking pain killers etc
but one night i took too many and though what have i done and panic'd anyway that was my first panic!
but the next day i was fine all the panic went becasue iw as ok!
but the dentist also put me on antibiotics! i lost 2nights sleep with this tooth when i had it out i was ok so i stopped the antibiotics!!!
and the next day had another shot of sus (determined to get big) the same day i took 2pain killers because my gum was sore (AS SOON AS I TOOK THEM I HAD A BIT OF A PANIC ATTACK) it scared me!
then the day after i was on the phone to my mate when he said you are getting real paranoid scott, well as he said that i had a flush of anxeity and panic, my heart was going crasy! but i manged to calm down afetr about 30mins as i just got out the house and manged to distract my self
the next morning i woke up felt a bit of a tight chest and then i really freaked i thought i was dieing!
well i was so bad i was that bad i went to hospital where are was acting calm and i just asked to talk to a doctor
he put me on some tamzepan (spelling)
and that calmed me down
and from that till now i have been getting them
but! i took some st.johns wort i was in a great mood on this stuff so surprised the only problem was i could not sleep i was even more hyper! so i took 2 a day instaed of 3 but come early evening i would have such a downer in fact it was worse with the st.johns wort than without!
so i stopped taking it i felt like shit the next day
and so depressed (it had been 4weeks of this shit and it had just got to me real bad, and i thought i gotta stop thinking about this i am gonna get better!
that was 4days ago since then i have been 100x better
i have not had any anxeity attcks in 2days now
i feel much much better
my mate seems to think its the sus dropped out of me as it has been 4weeks since my last shot
as my size has also gone aswell lol
i am still getting the paranoia though and this stuff with my eyes it must be in my head though!
anyway i must tell you lot something about my eyes, my pupils are at the bottom of my eye they look like cats eyes but you cant really see it because they are so dark but i am extreamly senceitive to light since i was born!
so maybe its just brought it on a bit
but now i dont know what the future holds for me and AS
i am moving soon have got a job on the door, but that aint know good with me losing size like this
i feel shit about myself now!
will i ever be able took take AS again
i have some prop (testivet) here so that is in and out real quick!
thanks so much everyone your really helping ME!
so what do you think the future holds for me with AS
will i be able to use it again?
has AS ever triggered anxiety for any of you?
i know i cant get all that big natural
but has anyone used AS with anxeity and beat it?
and i have found out about my eyes
its called a real weird name but its normal!
yeh i just got told to enjoy it lol
it is kind of pretty
i cant remember the word for it now but its a natural thing
something to do with the brain realesing something just before you sleep!
thats why everything went blue on the way home from the night club!
becaus ei was ready for bed!
but the thing is i have always had it to a point just not this bad! (the vison that is)
noddy
will i be able to use it again?
has AS ever triggered anxiety for any of you?
i know i cant get all that big natural
but has anyone used AS with anxeity and beat it?
and i have found out about my eyes
its called a real weird name but its normal!
yeh i just got told to enjoy it lol
it is kind of pretty
i cant remember the word for it now but its a natural thing
something to do with the brain realesing something just before you sleep!
thats why everything went blue on the way home from the night club!
becaus ei was ready for bed!
but the thing is i have always had it to a point just not this bad! (the vison that is)
noddy
A
Adaptek
Guest
Noddy stop being a pussy man. Try using some Arimidex with your next cycle.
A
Adaptek
Guest
BTW
Just Kiddin Noddy,
Wish you all the best bro. Use the shit safely, ease off the partying, don't drink when on gear.
Just Kiddin Noddy,
Wish you all the best bro. Use the shit safely, ease off the partying, don't drink when on gear.
i am so chufeed its been three whole days without a panic attack!
what are the chances of me triggering all this off again when i start the gear?
i think i will try some prop what do u lot think?
i am feeling better, i thought that hynotica message was awesome really made me think
hey and i aint no pussy if u have had anxiety and panic attacks u would no its scareier than someone hloding a gun to your head
keep the replys coming and see if we can make a counetr anxeity cycle
how long do you think i should stay off the roids for?
what are the chances of me triggering all this off again when i start the gear?
i think i will try some prop what do u lot think?
i am feeling better, i thought that hynotica message was awesome really made me think
hey and i aint no pussy if u have had anxiety and panic attacks u would no its scareier than someone hloding a gun to your head
keep the replys coming and see if we can make a counetr anxeity cycle
how long do you think i should stay off the roids for?
hey DCS
ur right bro i have had the worst ever depression
it hit me real hard exactly 4weeks after my last shot well just before that i was so depressed over nothing just felt terrible!
and i had anxiety as well!
i think the suston was way to strong for me!
and i can gain mucle anyway with real low dosages
do you thing the gear caused my anxeity? it must have
i have also had alot of stress as well lately!
someone said to me THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON
i gotta look at this situation like this
this time its been tempory damge but i have been abuseing the roids by the looks of things!
and another thing my balls were like peas!
there getting bigger now! at last
no sex drive at all!
not 1bit interested!
what do you think i should try 2ml of prop a week and when shal i take it?>
many thanks agains
noddy
ur right bro i have had the worst ever depression
it hit me real hard exactly 4weeks after my last shot well just before that i was so depressed over nothing just felt terrible!
and i had anxiety as well!
i think the suston was way to strong for me!
and i can gain mucle anyway with real low dosages
do you thing the gear caused my anxeity? it must have
i have also had alot of stress as well lately!
someone said to me THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON
i gotta look at this situation like this
this time its been tempory damge but i have been abuseing the roids by the looks of things!
and another thing my balls were like peas!
there getting bigger now! at last
no sex drive at all!
not 1bit interested!
what do you think i should try 2ml of prop a week and when shal i take it?>
many thanks agains
noddy
