Thandie

Right now you got momentum... however, you are building yourself up internally the same way you have integrated your beauty extnerally...
The thing I'm working and discovering about myself is the substance of this quote:
The key here is to realize how complex we are, but at the same token self integration occurs and makes the more simple or beautiful, all just by making an effort and intention alone. To me, this morning... kinda hits me how complex and weird the self can be at times... you have noticed this too... Anyway, you are in a transition to unify yourself... Anais Nin Sums up the Self:
“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations

I dunno about the gig either... it does seem it would cost you introspectively, it is not conducive to internal growth.. it would only spread you out thinner... My answer is go with your gut. Your instincts told you to get out... for a reason.

I can't have everyone think I wanna be Toto.
LOL
I dunno if how you would take on the extra gig...
I mean you gotta keep in mind you are human.
I gotta a ton of stuff to work on research wise and extra curricular.
Talk To Ya 2mara Dorothy.

Check your texts for the meaning of the second image.

Hey U, seriously... I've got a lot to do but 2mara afternoon/evening... I'll have more.
Also, still that buzz has to be pretty strong of accomplishment...
Envious... j/k.
You deserve it.
Have a great afternoon sekc.

LOL, I see you were checking out the image thread... what do you think of yours? What do you think of my perception?
I got a ton to do this week., I was just handed another position opening up for a social psych/anthropology research study. It begins in June...
Stoked, however it's more to prep for. Oh yeah, I'll get both things to you later 2day.

Yeah, here is the paradox... like the life of discipline, however.. I had your voice in my head bout variety, here is the quote that sums up 'not wanting to do the same shit over and over...'
I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.”
Anais Nin

It is official... You are my hero.

GOOD LUCK 2DAY.

Hey Sexy.... I"m gonna be dreaming of U.
Winning it ALL that is.

Call me in morning... I need to wake up anyway early...
Thands... I actually wore myself out talking...lOL
I'm still wary of tricky Thandy.