Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down
Yeah... 2nd time you have hit it things right on the head.
I'm swamped, but will try to call later.
Yeah, the more I think about it... I mean it takes so much energy to focus on change, and internal growth takes all you got. It is so not conducive to the world that you would re'start.
Also, your gut told you to get out. The same voice is whispering again now. Go with the Gut. Heart > Head. TTYL... as in 2night.
However, U know what is best for Thands.