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As a God, descended upon this earth to do this fucked-up mission I got assigned for fucking up by researching stuff in the Pantheon archives.

Anyways, so I descend upon earth. First place I show up, naked, in a jail shower to get booked for processing.
Great!
So in the the little holding room for the 8 of us.
I strike up a conversation with Ryan, who is 18 and convinced he knows the way of the lord and willing to fight and die for it. Awesome, a true believer!

So anyways, I got to talking to him about this and that and that I was this and that and that he was this and that and that everything is just a matter of this and that.

Then when we got released from Jail. In order to prove to him that what I was saying was true. I dosed him to 800 milligrams of dextromethorphan. Allowing the portal to open up to our pantheon. Then, in order to quiet his mind as to this, I picked a calming musing such as pink floyd "is there anybody out there" which I put on repeat. This allows him to stay on the same frequency allowing his mission to succeed. Finally, I redosed him another 460 mg to achieve "stability" in the pantheon. Once you get there, its like shooting through hyperspace, visions and images are chaotic, like a bad reality cam or that witch movie.
Jittery.
So after guiding him there and then redosing and stabilizing his visit.
He came away with a completely different idea of what the universe is about. As a God, it was my first mission and it was easy, using non-prescription pharmaceuticals such as dxm and knowing how to dose someone.
Probably not available to the layperson or religious zealot. But a person can easily be taught the true nature of the universe by showing them, making a bible somewhat needless

The hymns of the Rig Veda are addressed to a huge collection of devas , or gods; however, there are several references to a single god or single principle which is the source or the totality of all other divinities and phenomenon in the universe; this is an early attempt in Hinduism to unify the many into the one. This single, originary divinity is sometimes the combination of all the gods put together, the Vishvadevas, or "Allgods." Sometimes this single divinity or principle is a concrete, active force, such as the World Maker (Vishvakarman: "All-maker"), or it's highly abstract, such as Rita, or cosmic order, an idea similar in some respects (but different in others) to the Chinese concept of the Tao or the Great Ultimate.


Upanishadic literature tended to talk about this unitary or single divinity, power, or principle to the exclusion of all other gods, so that philosophically Indian thought during the Upanishadic period moved towards many of the same conclusions as Parmenides and the Eleatic philosophers did in ancient Greece. This single, unitary divinity had several aspects and names in the Upanishads, two of the most important are Atman, "Universal Spirit," and Brahman. The word "brahman" in Sanskrit originally meant "power" and specifically referred to the power of prayer or sacrifice to bring about material change in the world (hence the word brahmin for priest); so that Brahman seems to refer to the power that brings about and changes the physical universe. In the Upanishads , Brahman is not only the principle and creator of all there is, but is also the sum totality of the universe and its phenomena.


This dual nature of the single divinity or totality of the universe, Brahman and Atman, gets worked out in the following way. Brahman can be located both in the physical, external world and also in the spiritual and inner world where it is present as Atman, "universal spirit." Now every human being has an undying soul (atman) which, because of samsara, lasts through eternity from life to life; this undying atman is a microcosm of Atman, the universal spirit, which is identical to Brahman. By understanding your true Self, by coming to know one's own undying soul, one then arrives at the knowledge of Brahman itself; the key to understanding the nature of the one unitary principle of the universe is to see one's (undying) self as identical with Brahman: "aham asmi Brahman": I am Brahman.


Here's the equation: Brahman=Atman=atman. Brahman is the totality of the universe as it is present outside of you;, Atman is the totality of the universe as it is present within you; Brahman is the totality of the world known objectively, Atman is the totality of the world known subjectively. This equation fundamentally underlies the whole of Krishna's teachings concerning dharma in the Baghavad Gita .
So there it is, Samoth can back me up on this, he's also from the Pantheon
 
ugh...V. I remember reading this post earlier but for some reason it still lingers. It brings up bad memories. It hurts worse when what they seemed to admire you for in the beginning is what they use to subtly degrade you over time. I've found myself in a relationship like that once, and most of my relationships were healthy! All of them were, basicallly. I just happened to run into a narcissist, I was unlucky. Thank god it was a short one, but those sting for quite a while. lol I remember wanting to get out and then attending a church service about selfless love...just to go back and put up with it all in the name of unconditional love... :shudder:
You're so lucky yours was a shorter relationship. Mine lasted years. I stayed because I felt obligated to be loyal. I don't turn my back on those I care about, I don't leave. I try. I finally took a chance and told one person how things really were. People had kinda said it before, but when this person told me I deserved better it was that voice that I heard. I'll tell you what girl, I am forever grateful for that person cause I am so much happier. Sometimes it takes someone to put a mirror in front of you to realize how wrong a situation is. I didn't waste another minute. I got the hell out.
 
Similar story,
As a God, descended upon this earth to do this fucked-up mission I got assigned for fucking up by researching stuff in the Pantheon archives.

Anyways, so I descend upon earth. First place I show up, naked, in a jail shower to get booked for processing.
Great!
So in the the little holding room for the 8 of us.
I strike up a conversation with Ryan, who is 18 and convinced he knows the way of the lord and willing to fight and die for it. Awesome, a true believer!

So anyways, I got to talking to him about this and that and that I was this and that and that he was this and that and that everything is just a matter of this and that.

Then when we got released from Jail. In order to prove to him that what I was saying was true. I dosed him to 800 milligrams of dextromethorphan. Allowing the portal to open up to our pantheon. Then, in order to quiet his mind as to this, I picked a calming musing such as pink floyd "is there anybody out there" which I put on repeat. This allows him to stay on the same frequency allowing his mission to succeed. Finally, I redosed him another 460 mg to achieve "stability" in the pantheon. Once you get there, its like shooting through hyperspace, visions and images are chaotic, like a bad reality cam or that witch movie.
Jittery.
So after guiding him there and then redosing and stabilizing his visit.
He came away with a completely different idea of what the universe is about. As a God, it was my first mission and it was easy, using non-prescription pharmaceuticals such as dxm and knowing how to dose someone.
Probably not available to the layperson or religious zealot. But a person can easily be taught the true nature of the universe by showing them, making a bible somewhat needless

The hymns of the Rig Veda are addressed to a huge collection of devas , or gods; however, there are several references to a single god or single principle which is the source or the totality of all other divinities and phenomenon in the universe; this is an early attempt in Hinduism to unify the many into the one. This single, originary divinity is sometimes the combination of all the gods put together, the Vishvadevas, or "Allgods." Sometimes this single divinity or principle is a concrete, active force, such as the World Maker (Vishvakarman: "All-maker"), or it's highly abstract, such as Rita, or cosmic order, an idea similar in some respects (but different in others) to the Chinese concept of the Tao or the Great Ultimate.


Upanishadic literature tended to talk about this unitary or single divinity, power, or principle to the exclusion of all other gods, so that philosophically Indian thought during the Upanishadic period moved towards many of the same conclusions as Parmenides and the Eleatic philosophers did in ancient Greece. This single, unitary divinity had several aspects and names in the Upanishads, two of the most important are Atman, "Universal Spirit," and Brahman. The word "brahman" in Sanskrit originally meant "power" and specifically referred to the power of prayer or sacrifice to bring about material change in the world (hence the word brahmin for priest); so that Brahman seems to refer to the power that brings about and changes the physical universe. In the Upanishads , Brahman is not only the principle and creator of all there is, but is also the sum totality of the universe and its phenomena.


This dual nature of the single divinity or totality of the universe, Brahman and Atman, gets worked out in the following way. Brahman can be located both in the physical, external world and also in the spiritual and inner world where it is present as Atman, "universal spirit." Now every human being has an undying soul (atman) which, because of samsara, lasts through eternity from life to life; this undying atman is a microcosm of Atman, the universal spirit, which is identical to Brahman. By understanding your true Self, by coming to know one's own undying soul, one then arrives at the knowledge of Brahman itself; the key to understanding the nature of the one unitary principle of the universe is to see one's (undying) self as identical with Brahman: "aham asmi Brahman": I am Brahman.


Here's the equation: Brahman=Atman=atman. Brahman is the totality of the universe as it is present outside of you;, Atman is the totality of the universe as it is present within you; Brahman is the totality of the world known objectively, Atman is the totality of the world known subjectively. This equation fundamentally underlies the whole of Krishna's teachings concerning dharma in the Baghavad Gita .
So there it is, Samoth can back me up on this, he's also from the Pantheon

Ok so this post is way too long for me to do anything but skim through. So please tell me.... what the hell you are talking about?
 
You're so lucky yours was a shorter relationship. Mine lasted years. I stayed because I felt obligated to be loyal. I don't turn my back on those I care about, I don't leave. I try. I finally took a chance and told one person how things really were. People had kinda said it before, but when this person told me I deserved better it was that voice that I heard. I'll tell you what girl, I am forever grateful for that person cause I am so much happier. Sometimes it takes someone to put a mirror in front of you to realize how wrong a situation is. I didn't waste another minute. I got the hell out.

My "gut" kept telling me something was wrong, I don't have daddy issues or any of the shit that people say happens when you get into an abusive relationship. It can happen to anyone. Don't feel bad. I'm not sure what it was that finally allowed me to snap out of it. It was probably the over 15+ subtle degrading comments he made to me during out last conversation and all of the usual emotional manipulation attempts. People who love you don't want to hurt you. And the lies. OMG the lies. I've never let someone lie to me so much (and I knew about it) and not call him on it. He was a pathological liar as well.
 
My "gut" kept telling me something was wrong, I don't have daddy issues or any of the shit that people say happens when you get into an abusive relationship. It can happen to anyone. Don't feel bad. I'm not sure what it was that finally allowed me to snap out of it. It was probably the over 15+ subtle degrading comments he made to me during out last conversation and all of the usual emotional manipulation attempts. People who love you don't want to hurt you. And the lies. OMG the lies. I've never let someone lie to me so much (and I knew about it) and not call him on it. He was a pathological liar as well.


I don't feel bad, I don't even regret it. All the things we go through, the good things and the bad, make us who we are. I'm not gonna waste my time with regret, life is too short for that. When you try to walk forward and keep looking back all you gonna do is trip anyway.
 
You're so lucky yours was a shorter relationship. Mine lasted years. I stayed because I felt obligated to be loyal. I don't turn my back on those I care about, I don't leave. I try. I finally took a chance and told one person how things really were. People had kinda said it before, but when this person told me I deserved better it was that voice that I heard. I'll tell you what girl, I am forever grateful for that person cause I am so much happier. Sometimes it takes someone to put a mirror in front of you to realize how wrong a situation is. I didn't waste another minute. I got the hell out.

I told you that a thousand times, glad somebody finally got through to you woman.
 
I don't feel bad, I don't even regret it. All the things we go through, the good things and the bad, make us who we are. I'm not gonna waste my time with regret, life is too short for that. When you try to walk forward and keep looking back all you gonna do is trip anyway.



You have a great attidude about what you've come through. It's inspiring. Good for you :)
 
You have a great attidude about what you've come through. It's inspiring. Good for you :)

I have a great attitude about my penis. It's been through alot.
 
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