I don't think I'll want another dog for a while. You go into pet ownership knowing you'll outlive the animal. When this happens it's just devastating. I hadn't owned a pet since I was in 4th grade, so I was pretty far removed from the feelings of losing her. It's my own fault in a way for humanizing him so much. Sometimes I'd just stand there bullshitting with him while I was cooking and he'd sit there listening to me, cocking his head when he'd maybe recognize some words. I had thought about rescuing a dobie from a rescue organization here, but I don't want to have to completely retrain a mature dog and I don't have the time or patience to train a puppy right now. I've got enough on my plate.