Whats the longest u have been off aas and/or rec drugs?

[Machiavellian Muscle]

How long ago was it when you tried your first cycle or perhaps dropped your first pill. Chances are longer than you think, right? Damn time does fly, but along the way have you become addicted to anything. Whether it be steriods, recreational favors or perhaps the whole party scene itself. Recently I asked myself that same question and wondered what it would be like to totally detox my body and cleanse my soul. I also wondered if I would give up these things totally or perhaps go back to my old routine.

Several months have passed and I am still clean. At first it was more difficult than I thought because after work the cap of g that I would take was no longer there. Life seemed boring and I felt depressed. In additon, the northern climate did nothing but add fuel to mix. However, as time went on it gets easier. The highs are not as high, but the lows are not as low.

However, I have to admit that it sucks when you are in the gym and you see someone get in better shape in 2 weeks than you do in months because of their current cycle.

Anyway, I proved to myself that I could control the beast, but I realize that I want to start another cycle and party but less out of control. But then again, I ask myself when will this cycle stop or is going to be my lifestyle of going back and forth. So I am curious has anyone else checked themselve? If so for how long and do you think you will ever go back..

 

[v shape]

Bro you need to celebrate, take a cap ...The party lifestyle is hard to stay away from sometimes. I take breaks from time to time. Right now you should focus 100% on your physique, i recommend doing a light cycle like eq or var. Also you should start training like theres no tommorow, this should keep your mind off the other good stuff.

 

[aussiebound]

Haven't dropped a roll in 4 years. Played around with some yea in Mexico but what do you expect. Everything in moderation. Don't load yourself up on gear to the point where you can't come off. Eventually the party scene will get old, you will be as big as an ox and will want to settle down but will have a mental addiction to gear. My strategy is for long term gains, this way when I come off I will keep what I have and not go into a mental frenzy when I see people getting bloated and swole in 2 weeks. Moderation and balance is what it is all about.

 

[Lady Godiva]

I didn't snort coke for the last 6 months. In fact, I just took AAS once in this period. That's it. I think my rec. drugs' days are behind me now since I'm not clubbing like I used too.

 

[deppnade]

I didn't snort coke for the last 6 months. In fact, I just took AAS once in this period. That's it. I think my rec. drugs' days are behind me now since I'm not clubbing like I used too.

i think im in love ms godiva

 

[Machiavellian Muscle]

V Shape - your right on the money with the cycle. Plan to start qv eq at 600mgs a week and 50 papervar ed in January.

1-10 eq
3-13 var
13-15 clomid

Caps are a good scene, but I get too carried away with them. They seem to call me too much.

 

[machaveli]

i'm a closet junkie..

 

[harddtime]

i always think about coming clean and what it'd be like, but i'd have to completely get away from my life. Maybe rehab or something. Thing is i do a LOT of diff stuff, but i do it in moderation. So my conclusion is that it's not getting in a way of my life and if anything i'ts making it better. "Better living through chemistry" is how i view it. To be perfectly honest, I LOVE DRUGS! It simply amazes me how these little fucking chemicals can make so many damn wonderful things happen. If i feel like it's getting in the way of things i'll stop, for now i'm chillin. There will def be no stoppin this summer.

One thing i won't do is smoke though, i feel like i can do so many more drugs just because of that

 

[Payphone_Johnny]

Re: Re: Whats the longest u have been off aas and/or rec drugs?

i always think about coming clean and what it'd be like, but i'd have to completely get away from my life. Maybe rehab or something. Thing is i do a LOT of diff stuff, but i do it in moderation. So my conclusion is that it's not getting in a way of my life and if anything i'ts making it better. "Better living through chemistry" is how i view it. To be perfectly honest, I LOVE DRUGS! It simply amazes me how these little fucking chemicals can make so many damn wonderful things happen. If i feel like it's getting in the way of things i'll stop, for now i'm chillin. There will def be no stoppin this summer.

One thing i won't do is smoke though, i feel like i can do so many more drugs just because of that

You have problems in your life if you feel this way-honestly.
Needing some sort of drug to make you feel good,to cover up anxiety,ect. is going to make things worse when you decide you have to change.
Most can't do it until they want to-for me it took me to realize I had NO CHOICE but to stop.

 

[Payphone_Johnny]

BTW it was extremely hard getting back to normal but I am over 5 weeks clean and have no desire to use ever again.