no I'm cleaning my act up now and don't call me a fgt for this but sometimes i just can't get it up worth a damn if its not with someone i have genuine feelings for.again as a reminder i know that sounded gay but I spill a little bit of my heart. This a new thing for me and is something that I'm going to try and do more of. I've been told I don't really have any feelings by a couple different people, which isn't true. I just hold them in, which always hurts me in the end. I will be making big strides to change myself for the better.