I think it helps to just get the shit out. It is a touchy subject but u had the balls to say fuck it. I wouldn't say ur a racist but maybe jealous of this other guy and the reason this girl gave was race related which made an impression. I mean u even said u were friends with this guy that ur wife got with. Although would u have had an issue with this new girl if the situation didn't go down with ur wife?
There are tons of cute women out there man. Just get back out there, youll find another one pretty quick.
There are tons of cute women out there man. Just get back out there, youll find another one pretty quick.