I can't take life anymore.  I have had one too many heartbreaks and this last one has crushed me.  I feel like I am getting cheated on because I am not a good lover and because I am not well endowed.  I am very average in the dick dept. and everywhere I look and hear a girl wants a huge dick.  I have never had a problem with attracting beautiful women (I at one time was very nice looking...body and face).  I had a promising career and a good personality.  Well I've lost it all.  I am starting over in my career, I can't find the energy to work out anymore, I am depressed all of the time, hate looking at myself, don't have any true friends.  This life sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!  My confidence is history.